Monday, March 30, 2009

Tubular

I love riding the tube in London. It's a smorgasbord of people for a people watcher to watch. I might be an avid people watcher.

Everyone is so close and they're all going to different places via the same route and 90% of them have ear phones in and some have too much luggage or just a traveler's backpack (a bit like me) and some people carry books with their thumbs stuck on a certain page and every once in a while a woman will have a plastic bag with her terribly fashionable and terribly uncomfortable shoes in it as she wears trainers with a black pencil skirt and white blouse and a blazer.
Some people talk too loudly to those sitting next to them, often in French or Italian or Spanish and sometimes in English. Some sit in utter silence and seem like they're never getting off that train.

Waves of people. Mass movements that have been finely orchestrated. A few stragglers desperately looking at maps and signs and back at the maps in their hands and then to the front of the train to try and figure out where that train is really heading and if they really want to be heading that direction.

I might just spend an afternoon riding the train. But probably not.

When I first got here that Thursday night I did not have my ear phones in listening to music. Every time I left I refrained from turning on my ipod but for a different reason than when I was in Oxford. When I was in Oxford I wanted all the natural sounds of the place in my ears. Here I just wanted to be alert and aware of all my surroundings not because they were beautiful, but because I didn't want to get mugged! Ha ha. That's partially true. I just didn't want to miss bus or train stops and I didn't want to be distracted if someone was oh so very kindly giving me directions.

But I've been here long enough that on my walk to the Limehouse tube station I am comfortable enough to have an ear phone in. I know the stops and changes well enough on the tube that I can have one ear phone in an still be able to pay attention to where the train is and where it is heading. I'm not good enough to read also. I think you have to have lived here for months before that works for you.

Thursday, March 26, 2009

Ok, Call Me a Tourist






Don't remember what this top thing is...but this one is St. Paul's Cathedral
Yeah, one of those telephone booths
Outside Buckingham Palace
Right in front of Buckingham Palace

I Get Lots of Good Sleep.

Sigh. Deep sigh.

I've had two days to chill out. The weather's been much cooler and a littler damper and the skies have been a bit grayer. Monday I went dancing and I danced until I was bleary with joy and aching feet and a stupid smile. I went to bed that night with the same feeling I had when I got home from dancing in seventh and eighth grade.

Tuesday my friend Andy Hirst and I met up at Green Park station at about 1:30. He's from South London and was about town getting his Visa for Japan. He left today and will be there until the day I fly back to the States. We walked basically non stop from the time we met until about 6:30. We went to Buckingham Palace, St. James Park, Houses of Parliament (Big Ben!), South Bank, the covered market, St. Paul's Cathedral, Drury Lane, The Opera House, um, some movie place, and elsewhere. We had a chocoate muffin and cups of coffee. Then we had chocoate cake and more cups of coffee. Then about 6 or so we found a pub with wireless internet and he had a pint of something and I had a half pint of strongbow cider.

Then I went dancing again. Again I danced myself bleary. There are so many excellent swing dancers in London. Not just good in the fact that they know a lot of moves, but in the fact that they know how to simply move. They leave so much room for personality and they have so much personality of their own.

I went to bed about 2 a.m. that night and got up around noon. Competely knackered. Totally useless. I'd exerted so much energy on Monday and Tuesday walking around with my backpack all day then dancing all night that my body simply refused to do anything. I didn't do anything intelligent. I didn't do anything exerting. I watched Come Dine With Me and the British Apprentice with Maddy. We aslo went for a little dip in the hot tub. We cooked dinner. And drank lots of tea.

I keep telling myself that I need to be a bit more conservative with my dancing energy but I just can't. I cannot go dancing and take it easy. I broke my leg senior year in high school and I went dancing anyway. I looked pretty stupid with a big knee high cast on my right leg but I managed to lug it along in time. It might be the only thing I can't help but put all my potential energy into.

So yesterday was a total recoup day. Today I got a lot done on my honors project. While sitting in bed in my pajamas drinking cup of tea after cup of tea. Delightful. Tomorrow will actually be colder and rainier but I think I'll be ready for another day out and about.

So I should put up some proper touristy photos! Cuz I did the proper touristy thing in London!

Monday, March 23, 2009

Few Pictures That Didn't Get Uploaded Last Time

I'm in a tree at Greenwich park.And some nuts at the food market.
Freaky "art" in my room at Piccadilly's. What the heck?
My trusty McDonald's.
Again. Who let the artist eat some acid before decorating the rooms?

Me on top of Greenwich Hill. That's life.
The bottom half of this picture reminds me of an impressionist painting I saw of people in a park. Impressionistic art is probably my favorite of the visual type.
Soy yo at the River Thames.
View of Canary Wharf from Flat 4.

YHA

Two nights ago I was lucky enough to stay with a friend Maddy. It was absolutely wonderful. Saturday night, it was. She invited me to come serve dinner to homeless people in Central London. The program that puts it on is really great. The not only serve dinner and offer a safe friendly place to go on Saturday nights, they also plan day trips for them to go on so they can see different parts of the city and form bonds with the others who go. It was a great experience. There were probably 60+ people there including the 9 or 10 volunteers.

Yesterday me and Maddy decided to walk to Canary Wharf which is the financial sector of London. They have their own police and it's all privately owned. It had a strange vibe. But very interesting. The architecture was fascinating because you could tell the buildings were fairly new, but some of them were designed to look like older more historic parts of London. The weather was perfect for walking around.

Just past Canary Wharf is Greenwich. I really liked Greenwich. There were tons of funky shops and antique stores and vintage clothes and fedoras and bowler hats and I found a bell I wanted to get my grandma, but it was one of those barn bells: Huge brass horse's head that attaches to a wall and a huge brass bell that you ring when you want kids or animals to come inside. It was too heavy to cart around for the next 4 months. Sorry Grandma. I'm on the search for another, more practical bell.

Greenwich has a food market where there are dozens of stands selling delicious food from every country imaginable. Wish Josh could have come with. He would have LOVED it. Fresh bread and pastries and candies and sushi and funky crafts and cool gifts too.

The park was beautiful. I've only got 8 minutes right now so the next post will contain lovely details of the day in Greenwich. Until then, here are some photos for your viewing pleasure.

Saturday, March 21, 2009

I'm Using Legit Wifi

Luckily I'm not at McDonald's. But I did get a coffee there this morning.

I stayed in a 6 bed room last night with 5 50+ year old women from Lancashire. They were a riot. I decided to head to bed about 11 pm and two of the women were back getting ready for bed. We chatted a bit about traveling and they warned me about the 3 others that would be returning later that night. They'll be in a right state when they get back, they will.

I'd just about fallen asleep when the other 3 women came back. They were raucous. They talked amongst themselves for a bit, "Hush hush! There's someone trying ter sleep!"
"Who's this?"
"A girl from the States, now hush! She weren't asleep but 5 minutes 'fore you lot come in!"
"A yank! Are you a yank?"
I looked up and there was a round, rather intimidating woman standing above me, looking very intensely at my face.
"Yes I am." (I don't think I've ever been called a yank before)
"What are you doing here?"
"Well studying and traveling and studying some more. I spent 2 months studying, now I'm traveling."
"Two years studying," she repeated with a totter as she took off her pants, still standing directly over me.
"Not years, months. Now I'm traveling."
"Oh, you must have a rich daddy to fund that."
"Mostly scholarships and loans."
"Ohh, then you must be a cleaver lass. I'll be sleepin above you, hope you don't mind."
She reached for the ladder. She decided to do a lap around the room first.
"I'll have to jump! One! Two!" and she heaved herself onto the first rung. "I got a nosebleed from this height!"
One of the others said, "We warned her about you!"
"It's not my fault they put a yank under me! What's this? On my bed?"
"Your blanket you dense cow," one of the other women said and they all cackled.
She got down from her rung and reached up for her blanket, "Oh excuse me, excuse me but I'm a bit pissed drunk."
"My knickers are wet!" one of the others called. More cackling.

It was a very interesting night. I got up early and got around and pulled together my stuff and caught the bus to east London, just past London Bridge. A friend from Oxford hooked me up with a friend of his for a comfortable place to stay for a few nights.

It's 10 till 2 on Saturday afternoon and I'm sitting on a balcony looking directly over the River Thames, with the Canary Wharf district to my 10 o'clock.

At 5 I'll head back into central London to meet up with Maddy. Twice a month she serves dinner at a homeless shelter on Saturday nights and I'm going to help out. I haven't done that since I would go with Aditi and her Indian class in South Bend. That was junior high or before.

I'm drinking ginger lemon water. It reminds me of sushi just because I load mine up with ginger slices. It's a warm feeling memory of half price sushi on Monday nights with 420. Things then were wonderful. Now they're different. They're still wonderful.

I've got a fair amount of work that needs to get done and it just takes getting into the swing. So I'm about to start the swinging.

Friday, March 20, 2009

I Own This Town.

This is the 3rd meal I've had at McDonald's.

I think I should make a documentary about how my health is effected when I spend 3 weeks eating only McDonald's for every meal. I can call it "Free Wifi Me" and chart the effects free wireless internet has on our eating decisions.

Or I can switch hostels and stay at London Central about a 15 minute walk from here because they have free wifi on site. That would greatly free up my eating options.

No one is a native English speaker here. It's just me. And one other blonde woman in line in front of me. I think we're the only ones in all of London. And I certainly do not see any traditional English restaurants. That's ok with me, but I do miss bangers and mash. It will always remind me fondly of HMC.

I survived my first night ever in a hostel. More comfortable than I expected. I shared a room with 3 Spanish people. Wonder who I'll be with tonight.

I'm trying to think of something to write about for my first article for the Fresh Thoughts section of the Indy Star blog site. Maybe a comparison of different hostels in London? Maybe travel advice? Maybe I could just ask 10 random people on the street what they think of Barack Obama direct address to Iran. Maybe I could write a bit about the backpacking culture. It's not what I thought it was. I expected to find hundreds of twentysomethings bumming around. No! There are kids and adults and even older adults than I expected. Met a woman in her 60's backpacking. That gives me the ultimate hope. Josh and I are gonna do that too. Talked to him today and he's psyched.

I do really like the music in this McDonald's. It's a lot of oldies. My nostalgic favorite.

So my next order of business on this very lovely 50 degree day is to locate my next hostel and the 100 Club where I shall be swing dancing and conducting grounded research on swing dancers. I can't wait to wander around this city with my new backpack.

Thursday, March 19, 2009

McDonald's Has Been Comforting Since I Can Remember

Right.

I'm in London. I checked into my hostel. It's...quaint? Yeah. That's the word for it. Quaint.

Anyway! I found the closest free wifi place and it's a McDonald's about 2 blocks down from the hostel. Awesome. I will be spending much of my time in a McDonald's. Maybe I can find a cooler (by cooler I mean healthier) place to bum wifi. But honestly, when I was wandering down the street, looking for a free wifi sticker in the windows of this and that shop, I couldn't help but sigh deeply and say to myself "McDonald's! I love you! I will eat here every day." Ew. No. Not every day but I will take advantage of all you have to offer.

I'm doing 14 things at once. Uploading pictures. Chatting. Looking up swing events. Writing out a list of things to do. Eating a double cheeseburger. Updating the minutes on my cell phone. Keeping my breathing under control. Etc. I'm also filling out a study abroad scholarship. Quite important.


McDonald's is closing. It's 11 pm. I should go to bed or something.

Easiest On the Bus

Writing blogs while on a bus somewhere is actually the easiest time to write. It's a set time frame. It's a transitional period. It's free wireless. The only problem is it keeps me from chatting with the other passengers. That's one of my favorite parts about traveling. I did it all the time on the trains to NY. I have a feeling I'm going to meet some of the neatest people on the trains through Europe.

This time the bus to London I'm on is going straight to the heart of London, not to Heathrow. I'm not connecting to another place. I'm not just passing through. I'm going to London.

Leaving was hard, needless to say. I packed up my room, which actually didn't take long at all. I turned in my keys. I gave more hugs. Ali, the head server in the dining hall gave me a big hug and was surprised to hear I won't be back next term. I told him I'd come and visit and hopefully I could get one of the Sebastians to sign me into a meal. He said "Ohhh, don't worry about that. You will eat on my treat!" So nice :)

Today James Kanimba and I traded a lot more music. I got 40 some new songs from him and I gave him about the same. He's very familiar with London and was able to give me some tips, pointers, and directions for getting around. He even gave me his Oyster card which lets you ride the local trains for about a pound each trip. He's from Oxford and said he might come visit me and come swing dancing too! So I'm not alone. I'm not solo. It's my country now. I've got ties.

I'm a little nervous but in an excited way. London is going to be very different from HMC. And more expensive. It's about 4:45 and I'm checking into Piccadilly Backpackers Hostel at 6. I might be a little late, but I don't think they really expect you to be there on the dot.

The free wifi is great but for some reason I can't open my emails. There are 2 very important one's I'm looking at: CCIS summer scholarships and a tuition deposit reminder. Things I need to pay attention to. I want to pay attention to them. I cannot access them at the moment. And my school email address has been giving me trouble lately. Not just not being able to open emails, but even getting into my inbox. This is NOT helpful when I'm trying to work on a project in another country.

I've got to find a laundromat. A little grocery store. A library. Any place with free wireless and cheap sandwiches. And the swing club. Man I can't wait. I can't wait to talk to people about swing dancing. This is the most exciting thing: Taking a bus to London with a proper backpack. Staying at a hostel in Central London. Being unsure and having a copy of Brothers Karamazov. Traveling. This is one of those things that I have always wanted and here I am getting it.

Today I noticed that the fountain in front of HMC's president's house, Dr. Waller, was on. First day it's been on since I've been here. There were tiny blossoms on the big tree in front of Morrison. Arlosh Quad smelled so strongly sweet with blooming flowers. The flowers bloom all winter here, but they don't have a fragrance. Today they did. The sun was (and still is) shining with such intensity. I took a very nice walk down Cornmarket with Seb A. and James. We got Cornish Pasties and coffees then sat on the steps of the Bod. Just nice. I mean, really really nice. If this isn't nice, I don't know what is, in the words of Kurt Vonnegut's good uncle. If you haven't read Man Without a Country by Kurt Vonnegut, I highly recommend it. I also recommend getting yourself a used copy of Brothers Karamazov by Fyodor Dostoevsky and reading it in a country other than the one of your birth.
It's a little bit of a tradition that has been unofficially started. Sheena got a used copy as a gift from a friend and she read it in Thailand. She gave me a used copy and I'm reading it in England. I got a used copy for Sebastian B and he's reading it in Argentina. Hopefully he'll get a used copy for a friend who's going traveling. And so on and so forth. Until there's a whole generation of travelers who are exploring human complexities through international travel and a stunning novel.

Did I already tell you about my new backpack? First of all, it's beautiful and hardcore. There are so many clips and pockets and straps and it's even got a compass and thermometer in both F and C and a wind chill chart! It's black, which is slimming, with red straps and grey trim around the shoulder straps. It's got 2 straps that clip around the waist and chest. It's got a detachable cover that can be converted into a belt pouch. It was a gift from the Sebastians. They came into my room and they were both wearing it. That's how big this thing is, it can fit up to two Europeans. I'm actually slightly small for it. The waist strap can be pulled to its tightest setting and it's still just a smidgen loose. That's ok. They didn't want to get me a girly one which was wise of them. I'm not going to carry around a purple, dainty backpack. I'm not dainty and neither is my stuff. I feel completely legit with this thing. Like a proper traveler. I just wish I could find my Nalgene bottle I had in New York. It disappeared before I moved out of Central. I'm still pissed about it. That was a serious tangible memory. That thing went on a 60 mile canoe trip in New York and I wanted it to go on a 7 month trek through Europe with me. But alas. Things come and go. Maybe it'll show back up. A lot of times things work out that way for me. Lost things and people come back to me. It's just a matter of time. That's what's so lovely about time.
It can do a lot for us.

It's 5:34 and we're pulling into London. Not much longer now. So wish me a little more luck. It's been working for me so far, all the wishes people have been sending me from back home. I think my mom's are the most effective; I'm sure shes doing the bulk of the work ;)

Oh PS. Josh and I are going to make skydiving our thing. Some couples like to go to movies or ride bikes together. Josh and I are going to extreme sport the hell outta this life together.

I Must Have Fallen from the Sky





Tuesday, March 17, 2009

I'm Wearing Green to Celebrate St. Patrick's Day

And going to Dublin.

Both are important steps in really getting a feel the celebration. Apparently St. Patrick's day is celebrated with more enthusiasm in several places in the US than in Ireland itself. Dunno why that is, but I'm not too worried about it. It'll be like going to Punksutawny for Groundhogs Day.

Me and the three Boston U. students I'm going with met up at 7:40 this morning to catch the 8:05 bus to Heathrow. I brought a bag of apples, a french baguette, and a wheel of brie cheese. Everybody happy? Yessir.

I'm also in the midst of getting the finishing touches on my honors project for the London portion of my European Adventure. How exciting!

Most of the students are gone from HMC but there's a good bunch left who are finishing up 9th week tutorials and pre-lims. I don't really know what pre-lims are. But they're really intense. I wouldn't want to take them.

Yesterday I spent four hours trading music with James Kanimba. We met for a late breakfast at 10 and went to The Buttery. That place has won me over since my first days in Oxford when they kicked me out of their tables while I was trying to enjoy one of the best apples in the world, etc. You may remember the story. so now I've got 26 new songs on the JK mix that I can associate with several of my favorite memories and people from Harris Manchester.

I've kept a tear tally while over here. What's a tear tally? Basically every time I've bee reduced to tears since I've been here, I've put a little tally mark on a yellow sticky note that hung directly above my laptop at my desk. 19 times in 9 weeks. On average that's just over 2 times a week. But most of the tears are concentrated in the very beginning of term and the very end.

Oh, PS. I went skydiving on Saturday. It was the biggest thrill of my entire life. I jumped out of an airplane from 3,500 feet in the air. I did. I did it. There are pictures. I've got the memory. The feeling was unbelievable. I was the last one of 7 to jump because I'm the smallest. I sat next to the pilot, Jeff, and chatted with him as we took off. Very nice and comforting, thought I didn't really need much comforting honestly. It didn't take as much effort to jump out of a plane as I thought. The instructor, Luke, was incredibly lighthearted and funny which are two very important things for someone who's going to help people jump out of a plane.

``Quick note: I spent my whole bus ride to the airport on my way to Dublin describing sky diving, but it didn't save all of it. Now I must REexplain that experience before I can dive into my Dublin experience. It's all so tiring!``

Basically Skydiving is the biggest thrill of a lifetime. So far. We've established that much. I got to watch 6 people jump before me. One person, Griggs, I'd known before that day. The others I'd just met. One guy was obsessed with "manly" things. He'd referred to at least 3 or 4 things that day as being "manly" and I couldn't help but find this rather funny. Before he jumped I gave him a thumbs up and told him how manly he was. I like to think it boosted his confidence.

Luke kept calling me Scarlet and I couldn't figure out why. It was because he thought that's what my name was. Whatever. I responded to it and I was the only girl in the group so it wasn't like he could have been referring to anyone else. So I was last to go and I scooted to the door on Luke's command. He opened the door, looked out, yelled "CUT" to Jeff, who then cut the engines. He helped me situate myself in the door, had me look into his eyes and keep focused on him. Focusing out the plane isn't a great idea at this point. So, he said "chin up!" Which is the first command. Then he said "GO!" Which is obviously the second command. I hesitated for a fraction of a split second and thrust myself from the plane! I fell forward instead of onto my back and panicked for another split second until I rolled over onto my back. I looked up and watched my canopy open above me. Sweet. I didn't even get to do my count properly. From the plane you're supposed to yell "One thousand! Two thousand! Three thousand! Four thousand! Check Canopy!" I called 1000 and 2000 really on thousands 3 and 4, and watched my canopy open on Check Canopy. It's supposed to already be fully deployed by then. When I looked up, I had a nuisance. My lines were twisted. This is just a nuisance because it's easily fixed. I'd gone over the technique about a hundred times or so so I didn't freak out. I did exactly what I was taught to do, which is exactly what you do to a swing when the chains get twisted. Grab each chain in either hand, pull them apart and scissor kick your legs so that you spin around, unwinding the wind. This type of nuisance is common but needs to be fixed other wise you can't steer your canopy.
Once I'd gotten rid of the nuisance I reached up and grabbed my yellow toggles on the back of the rear strap. I looked left and steered left. I looked right and steered right. All was in order and all was silent and all was cool and all was a view from 3000 feet in the air above Swindon, England.
It was hard to read the wind that day because there was hardly any at all. That's certainly not a bad thing, it just means your landing might be a little fast because there's not wind to slow you down. All in all, my landing was awesome. There was a radio in my helmet so that people on the ground could direct me. "#6 go right. Right. Right. Release."
One guy face planted which was hysterical. Another guy almost landed in a hedge. Equally hysterical. They who face planted wasn't hurt, he'd already touched ground with his feet, he just couldn't stay on them. I came in running, taking a few steps then falling on my rear. There are some ridiculous pictures which will be posted asap.
I couldn't stop talking once I'd landed. Not too unusual but it was amplified by the adrenaline high. I'd forgotten how to gather my canopy but luckily Griggs ran out to help me. I started to pick it up and he said "No, no! You haven't made it a ball of washing yet!" Right, washing. ball it up. After jumping Luke showed us each the video of our exit from the plane that he'd taken so we could discuss what and how we did. I obviously needed work on my exit because while it wasn't bad, it wasn't optimal. It's hardest for small people because we're fighting against 80 knots of wind coming at you. Not impossible for a small person, just harder. His advice, along with more stable arms upon exit, was to eat more pies. Check. I'll do it.
Everyone from our group decided to jump again. I decided not to. The rush was overwhelming. Fantastically overwhelming. My legs were shaky. My mind was racing. I'd given many hugs. Luke got one. Babs, one of the only two women who worked there got one, even the dog, Marley, got one. In fact, Marley and I took a nap together on the couch while the others dove again. I woke up to Babs taking a photo of us. It'd been an exhausting and satisfying day.

Friday, March 13, 2009

Mine's Not The Only Life That's Traveling.


I managed to patch a couple items of clothing. Namely a particular favorite sweater of mine with holes in both elbows. I got it the second summer I worked at Raquette Lake. It's grey with little pockets you can't really put anything in with tropical flowers embroidered on the back.

I managed to find homes for some of the things I didn't know what to do with. The most important thing was my Yucca plant. Let me tell you the whole story.

One morning at breakfast during second week Austin, from Ohio, was asking the breakfast regulars what he should get his English girlfriend for Valentine's Day. The normal things were suggested: chocolates, flowers, stuffed animal, what ever, etc. I piped up and told Austin that he shouldn't get her flowers. Everyone gets flowers. He should get her a plant. All the girls in attendance furrowed their brows. They strongly encouraged Austin Not to get her a plant. Maybe I'm just a little strange, but I figure a plant is better because it last longer, it's alive, it's different but still a bit of nature. Austin didn't get her a plant, he ended up getting her roses. I'm sure she loved them.

Anyway. Sebastian B, who was sitting next to me, didn't offer Austin any advice at all and never said one way or another about flowers or plants. Perhaps a week later or less Sebastian was having an absolutely terrible day. Nothing had gone the right way since he woke up that morning and nothing seemed to be able to cheer him up. So that night I had to get some pasta for dinner and I noticed that Sainsburry's had flowers in the window. So I got the pasta and picked out some particularly nice tulips. He couldn't believe that I'd gotten him flowers. First of all because he knew I prefered plants. Second of all cuz he's a dude. They don't get flowers that much, it turns out. They did the trick and made his room a little less carelessly masculine for about a week.

Later that week it was my turn for a terrible day. I was stressed and worried and anxious and just generally in a terrible state. I hadn't seen Sebastian all day and that night he stopped by to see if I was doing any better, which I barely was. He had his arms behind his back while we chatted and I figured he was "hiding" some very Very excellent Austrian chocolates that his grandmother had sent him. He'd share them with me from time to time and I figured this was one of those times.
Instead it was a foot tall Yucca plant. He'd picked it out because it reminded him of me due to it's funky haircut. And it just seemed like a plant I would like. Apparently the guy working at the flower shop offered to sell him a better one that wasn't crooked and grew it's leaves straight out the top. Sebastian refused, figuring the leaning, sideways growing one fit me better. Definitely correct.

So it's been sitting in my window since then. Today I decided that I realistically cannot travel with a Yucca, as much as I'd like to have a constant companion on my European Adventure.

It didn't take me long to decided who I wanted to give the Yucca to. Sue Killoran, Hands down. I grabbed the treasure and walked to the library office where I first met Sue. No one was there and slightly discouraged I turned to go upstairs to the library. Hopefully I'd find here there. As fate would have it, I turned the corner and there she was. I said, "Sue, now, I'm not sure if you're a plant person or not,"
"Oh, I am!"
"Well, then I'm not sure if you might have a Yucca plant or not,"
"Oh, no I don't!"
"And I wasn't sure if you would want a Yucca plant or not."
"Oh, I would!"
"Well, then I would love to give you this Yucca plant. It was a gift to me and I've enjoyed it in my room for weeks, but I'm afraid I can't take it with me. You were the first person I thought to give it to."
She said "Yes, you're right. You can't very well take it home with you. They're very strict about that sort of thing, plants, food, animals. Britain's the same way, you know. But I would love to take care of this plant, thank you!" and she gave me a big hug and said "Now, you're finished, aren't you!"
At this point I started to well up with tears a little and talk a bit about all the great stuff I'm going to get to do next, but it's still just so sad to say good bye to Harris Manchester.
She said, "Yes! The exchange students are always the hard to say goodbye to. You're like little chicks leaving the nest! We hate to see you go, but you must. You've gotten what you need here. Time to move on, and it's only right."
She gave me a warm smile and I just had to tell her how much I've appreciated her. That she was the first person to really make me feel comfortable, especially asking questions when I wasn't sure about something and that she was always so kind and really encouraging. At this point I was shedding several consecutive tears and gave her another hug. She said something like, "Oh, you soft thing!" and I think she was getting a little moist around the eyes as well.

Outside I saw Sebastian A. and he looked at me with big eyes and I quickly said "I just said goodbye to Sue Killoran and I'm such a softy." He gave me a nice brotherly hug that was super comforting and I recomposed my emotional self.

There will probably be much more of the same tonight and tomorrow.

Tuesday, March 10, 2009

I Had Indian Food for Lunch Today.

That's it.

I'm done with my essays. I'm done with tutorials. I'm done with checking books out from Oxford libraries. No more walks to Pembroke. Life is just ridiculous.

Shall I take some time and relay some funny stories?

Let's start with playing in foliage. Not last Friday, but the Friday before I had a tutorial for my major course. It was scheduled for 7 pm but as luck would have it, it got moved up to 1. It was a glorious day. Very warm. Sunny. It smelled like earth. So I arrived at 1 and actually, he meant to tell me 2, but since it was just his lunch, did I mind waiting for about 20 minutes? On such a beautiful day, how could I mind at all?

So I walked into a few little shops. Looked at Alice in Wonderland paraphernalia etc. etc. etc. I went back just a few minutes early and he wasn't back yet so I decided to look around Pembroke a little. There was a little court yard kind of area within sight of where we usually met so I figured I'd have a look around. There were all kinds of different plants and trees lining the stone walls and I walked around the perimeter looking at each kind of leaf each plant had to offer. I found a particularly giant type of leaf and noticed that it's branches were coming from over the buried wall. I wanted a closer look so I got much closer. I touched the leaves and their branches, just listening to my music kind of entering my own world when I looked over my left shoulder towards the door we were to meet at and there he was, my tutor, staring at me.
I'm pretty sure I honestly scampered over to him, taking off my sunglasses, like a 9 year old does when dad calls you in from playing outside for too long and you've got homework to finish.
"What were you doing?" with a little bit of a weird look on his face, not like he's weird, but like I'm weird (which is quite the truth). I was just looking at the plants, leaves, nature, something that was very beautiful, I don't know. I think I just said "looking at the plants."
Anyway, he said I looked a little mad. As in nutters. I couldn't refute this observation. I didn't really want to either.
So I'm a bit nutters.
At the end of the tute he wished me a nice day and I said my goal was to find some more foliage to play in. He directed me to the Christ Church gardens. They were worth it.

Another funny story?
Basically I've just been catching everyone picking their noses. Mostly in the library. At least 4 people have picked their noses in my presence and I just hope more people keep revealing themselves to me. It's just fascinating the things people do when they're studying and think no one's paying them any mind.

How bout this one:
I convinced my Swedish friend Sebastian to be a cherub for the Good vs. Evil bop. He tactfully wrapped a sheet around his loins and wore tiny white wings. That's it. ha ha ha. He looked awesome especially with rouge on his cheeks and fake freckles on his nose. He was by far the best "Good" dressed. David, the guy who runs the entire dining hall, gave him a taste of a 1985 bottle of port. But he gave me a kiss. All night we argued who got the better gift from David Woodfine. Sebastian takes a special pleasure in calling him "Mr. Woodfine."

This one's not so funny.
We tried to go skydiving again last Saturday but it was too windy. If we don't get to this Saturday I don't know what I'm gonna do. Flip out probably.

Harris Manchester is full of closet dancers. There are so many guys I've gotten to dance with me and they're all insistently resistant (well, most of them) until they have a drink or two (or more) and finally they dance with me and they're good! The more drinks they need, though, the less coordinated they are, but they're still good considering! If only they could dance without needing a drink, they'd woo ladies left and right.

There are several things I don't know what to do with. A plant. A poster. A masquerade mask. An empty bottle of wine. A bomber jacket. A few feelings. You know how it is.

I don't want to leave. I like the fact that I don't want to leave. It should hurt. I should ache for the sound of Morrison's door opening and slamming beneath me and then leaning slightly forward and looking down to see who's leaving, whether it's Olivia or Andy or one of the Sebastians or James and then whisteling or calling down to them. These are people I know in a place that's familiar.

Friday, March 6, 2009

Well, Hello There!

I know.
It's been forever. You've probably stopped checking because I've basically stopped writing.

The only excuse I can offer is that I've been busy. Endless readings. Endless essays. Endless hours that seem to vanish. poof. gone. Where did two o'clock go? 3:30 says "I don't know, but I'll be 3:45 in 15 minutes so how are you going to get there?"

I cannot believe the versatility of 15 minutes. It's enough time to walk to the Theology Faculty Library but not enough time to have a cup of coffee. I cannot possibly get meaningful reading done in 15 minutes and it's not enough time to write in my blog. The bells chime every 15 minutes. It's so easy to think, yeah I've got 15 minutes to spare. The problem is that 15 minutes turns into three or four 15 minutes. Before you know it, the hour's up in 15 minutes and that's not enough time to get much done!

So I'm here taking a couple 15 minutes to come back to you. I have a few posts that are unfinished and even though they'll be out of order, I think I'll still finish them and still post them so you can still read them.

It's Friday the 6th of March.
I have one week left.

It already hurts.